After Qualifying Test

Good day or night whatever time you're reading this. It's the day after the qualifying test and to be honest, I feel horrible.  Yes, I passed and I'm very happy that it was no bad comment about how we presented the topic (which we got birthday party). But I was so nervous that day I got more and more sick throughout the day. I wasn't feeling well in the beginning of the day because of allergies, but because of my nervousness I got more and more ill.. So after the test, I went home and just laid in bed watching videos. And of course I fell asleep at around 6PM.. I woke up in the middle of the night very sick. I got some food and hydrated myself, but still not feeling good. So I tried to relax for a bit before going to bed again. I ended up being awake till 4.30am..
So I woke up at around 11am and I feel fine for a while. I just sat and watched more videos to just wake up, but I didn't pay attention to the time and suddenly it was 2pm.. And when I realized that I felt very hungry so I got some food, but after that I felt ill once more and I don't eat any more for a bit. After sleeping again I woke up at 7pm, feeling hungry, getting some food and feeling ill again. So since 7pm I haven't eaten anything.. I don't feel like eaten for the next few hours.. I think the nervousness is still in my body making me sick specially when I eat something. I might eat something tomorrow, but as of right now I don't wanna put food in my body. I think if I finally get a good night sleep I will feel much better in the morning. But now you all know how presentations makes me feel. I really hate it. Because of my intense anxiety I do get very ill after things like this. That is also why I waited for so long to publish this. I still feel ill while writing this, but it's time to sleep so maybe I'll updated later on how I'm doing.

Hope everyone is having a good week. I know it's not a very positive post, but this is reality. And things like this happen. I know I'll be fine.

xoxo SpaceMonkey

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