Late Night Thoughts
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This is definitely some late night writing over here when I start the post like this. But yeah welcome.
I am sitting in my bed at 11:30PM just chilling and thinking. I´m thinking about a lot of stuff.
Like my future, hobbies, crushes, fashion and different styles I wanna try, and how I´m gonna pass my exams that I have this semester. Because it is that time of the semester. It also is almost summer time which means for me *working and making youtube videos* I do it still, but more fun ones. I don´t really know what my channel is so I will just make random videos. Also I have some makeup videos coming up soon if everything works out well.
ANYWAYS!
Not really here to talk about youtube right now. I have a lot of other thoughts that I would like to give some attention. Like my future..
Lately I´ve been thinking of different projects and what I wanna do in the future. And I don´t mean like living situation, school, hobbies, etc.. I mean like, when all that is done and it´s time to start working. I wanna start another blog which is more work related, but I also wanna make something out of this.
Yes, I kinda have a dream of being a Social Media Influencer or something. Why? Well, I´m not the kind of person that´s like "oohh, I wanna be famous. I wanna be rich. Blah Blah Blah" like no.. I believe that I have a lot I can give to this world. I wanna teach people some good things, and what to do in a bad situation. Saving money, get an education for free/cheap, tell stories that people will learn from and also fun things too. I know it sound so cliché Influencer, but to be honest, I feel like I can also be one of them that have a lot to give.
I also kinda wanna travel the world, but also be like "For anyone who can´t afford to go, but still wanna see it, here you go. Enjoy the view". And not in a flexing type of way, but for those who can´t see the world because they don´t have the money or they are too sick and can´t leave their house or hospital. That is one of my dreams. To do so much for other people and not for me.
Another thing I wanna do which I thought would be fun and cool. I wanna write a fictional Novel. And no ghost writing. If I´m gonna put my name on it, It´ll better be something I´ve worked for. Because I ain´t about that fake life (sorry for anyone that "wrote a book" but it was actually a ghost writer). I have one story I´ve hold on to since 7th grade. That is like 10 years now. No joke, I am THAT old. But when you´ve hold on to something for that long, you need to use it for something good, because something won´t stick with you for 10 years if it wasn´t good. But because on my dyslexia, I really wanna take my time to write it. There might be a lot of spelling or grammar error in there. Sorry, but I am a bad writer.
Third thing I´ve been thinking about my future is occupation. Like what would I work as, because I don´t think Social Media would be my job unless I get payed very well. But now for the past couple of months I´ve been thinking of becoming a teacher. Which is something I´d never seen be wanting to be or becoming. I love kids, but trying to teach them and stuff like that. All the planning and grading. It is very stressful to be a teacher. So respect to all the teachers out there doing such a great job. But also thinking about it, I would love to start being a teacher that people needs more. Yes, teachers are great (at teaching), but we need more teachers that´s closer with their students, does more practical work and not only theoretical work, and also try to make school and learning fun. Like games. There are so many things people can do to make school better for these kids that are becoming our future and are gonna take over our jobs for us when we get too old.
I have so many ideas of becoming a dream teacher. The one that everybody needs. But not just me becoming one. People that are already teachers can become even better teachers. I feel like I´ve have plans for the world to see. I also wanna make a video for my high school teachers thanking them for being the best teachers I´ve ever had.
Thank you, next ->
Let´s talk about hobbies. What are you´re guys´ hobbies? If it is watching youtube videos all day then click like on this post or comment "Bobs". I watch the same videos over and over again, but I honesty love them. But I´m subscribed to so many people, and yet here I am watching the same 3 channels everyday. I feel like I wanna unsubscribe to some of them, but at the same time I might wanna watch their videos later when I feel like it. I do other stuff to. Like going on duolingo and learning Korean when I should learn Chinese. Rearrange my room instead of doing homework, and of course go on a long hike up the mountain. The view from up there is so beautiful. If you follow my Instagram you will see the view on my stories. I wanna try to go up there 100 times this year. So far 5 times, but I have 1.5 month until I go home + like 3 months after summer before it gets cold and snowy. So I might make it 100 times right before it´s time to go back home for Christmas break. Who knows. I wish I could go twice a day, but I don´t have time or legs to do that. Every time I go up there, I walk like 15K steps.. That´s a lot, so if I was gonna go 2 times per day, that would be 30K steps which will probably end up in my death. Sorry to say, but my legs don´t have that power.
CRUSHES...
The word fits so perfectly with the meaning it´s almost scary. Like when you like someone, but they don´t know you or feel the same way, you´ll feel crushed after. So sad. That´s what I feel like for most of the guys I get feeling for. I´ve had a few like real crushes in my life and seriously, I´m still sometimes sad over. But I move on because i don´t need this negativity in my life. Oh, I also realized that people have like a crush on me, because someone have actually told me that, but I´m always like "Sorry, but I don´t like you like that" WHICH IS SO SAD, but so relatable, but also very and I mean very true to everyone. You shouldn´t date someone you don´t have feelings for just because they have feelings for you and you feel bad for saying no.
But what I like more is celebrity crushes. Because you have no chance with them what so ever, but you can still dream about them because your friend is not gonna go to them and be like "HEY MY FRIEND HAS A CRUSH ON YOU" and they after gonna be like "OK LEMME DATE HER" or "WOW THAT´S AWKWARD IF I SEE HER AGAIN IN CLASS OR A CAFÈ LATER ON".. Since it´s not a person that actually know who you are. So let me tell you all who my celebrity crush is. I have a few like a normal person would. Because there´s so many beautiful people out there. So first one, not top one, but it is Matt Smith. If you don´t know who he is I´m sorry, but we cannot be friends. He plays The Doctor in Doctor Who. Beautiful man, funny actor and not just the character, nice accent, bowties are cool. Next is, Imma tell you 3, Colby Brock. Yes I know he´s not a celebrity, but still, he is like the male version of me only more beautiful. Also go Capricorn and 97´liners, because me and Colby are both. Even though his birthday is 01.02 and mine is 12.31.. Still great lol. And last, but also the TOP one, is Tom Holland. I will not explain him, google it #nospoilershere ... But yeah, he is my favorite Spiderman.
So anyway, I´ve been sitting here rambling for about an hour now so it´s time to sleep, but I hope you enjoyed this little rant. I will definitely ramble more later, probably in a video coming soon (aka one day).
In tonights show we´re gonna talk about some weird stuff we´ve experienced.
If you wanna be in next weeks show, submit your stories here at....
LOL BHAHAAH xD
This is definitely some late night writing over here when I start the post like this. But yeah welcome.
I am sitting in my bed at 11:30PM just chilling and thinking. I´m thinking about a lot of stuff.
Like my future, hobbies, crushes, fashion and different styles I wanna try, and how I´m gonna pass my exams that I have this semester. Because it is that time of the semester. It also is almost summer time which means for me *working and making youtube videos* I do it still, but more fun ones. I don´t really know what my channel is so I will just make random videos. Also I have some makeup videos coming up soon if everything works out well.
ANYWAYS!
Not really here to talk about youtube right now. I have a lot of other thoughts that I would like to give some attention. Like my future..
Lately I´ve been thinking of different projects and what I wanna do in the future. And I don´t mean like living situation, school, hobbies, etc.. I mean like, when all that is done and it´s time to start working. I wanna start another blog which is more work related, but I also wanna make something out of this.
Yes, I kinda have a dream of being a Social Media Influencer or something. Why? Well, I´m not the kind of person that´s like "oohh, I wanna be famous. I wanna be rich. Blah Blah Blah" like no.. I believe that I have a lot I can give to this world. I wanna teach people some good things, and what to do in a bad situation. Saving money, get an education for free/cheap, tell stories that people will learn from and also fun things too. I know it sound so cliché Influencer, but to be honest, I feel like I can also be one of them that have a lot to give.
I also kinda wanna travel the world, but also be like "For anyone who can´t afford to go, but still wanna see it, here you go. Enjoy the view". And not in a flexing type of way, but for those who can´t see the world because they don´t have the money or they are too sick and can´t leave their house or hospital. That is one of my dreams. To do so much for other people and not for me.
Another thing I wanna do which I thought would be fun and cool. I wanna write a fictional Novel. And no ghost writing. If I´m gonna put my name on it, It´ll better be something I´ve worked for. Because I ain´t about that fake life (sorry for anyone that "wrote a book" but it was actually a ghost writer). I have one story I´ve hold on to since 7th grade. That is like 10 years now. No joke, I am THAT old. But when you´ve hold on to something for that long, you need to use it for something good, because something won´t stick with you for 10 years if it wasn´t good. But because on my dyslexia, I really wanna take my time to write it. There might be a lot of spelling or grammar error in there. Sorry, but I am a bad writer.
Third thing I´ve been thinking about my future is occupation. Like what would I work as, because I don´t think Social Media would be my job unless I get payed very well. But now for the past couple of months I´ve been thinking of becoming a teacher. Which is something I´d never seen be wanting to be or becoming. I love kids, but trying to teach them and stuff like that. All the planning and grading. It is very stressful to be a teacher. So respect to all the teachers out there doing such a great job. But also thinking about it, I would love to start being a teacher that people needs more. Yes, teachers are great (at teaching), but we need more teachers that´s closer with their students, does more practical work and not only theoretical work, and also try to make school and learning fun. Like games. There are so many things people can do to make school better for these kids that are becoming our future and are gonna take over our jobs for us when we get too old.
I have so many ideas of becoming a dream teacher. The one that everybody needs. But not just me becoming one. People that are already teachers can become even better teachers. I feel like I´ve have plans for the world to see. I also wanna make a video for my high school teachers thanking them for being the best teachers I´ve ever had.
Thank you, next ->
Let´s talk about hobbies. What are you´re guys´ hobbies? If it is watching youtube videos all day then click like on this post or comment "Bobs". I watch the same videos over and over again, but I honesty love them. But I´m subscribed to so many people, and yet here I am watching the same 3 channels everyday. I feel like I wanna unsubscribe to some of them, but at the same time I might wanna watch their videos later when I feel like it. I do other stuff to. Like going on duolingo and learning Korean when I should learn Chinese. Rearrange my room instead of doing homework, and of course go on a long hike up the mountain. The view from up there is so beautiful. If you follow my Instagram you will see the view on my stories. I wanna try to go up there 100 times this year. So far 5 times, but I have 1.5 month until I go home + like 3 months after summer before it gets cold and snowy. So I might make it 100 times right before it´s time to go back home for Christmas break. Who knows. I wish I could go twice a day, but I don´t have time or legs to do that. Every time I go up there, I walk like 15K steps.. That´s a lot, so if I was gonna go 2 times per day, that would be 30K steps which will probably end up in my death. Sorry to say, but my legs don´t have that power.
CRUSHES...
The word fits so perfectly with the meaning it´s almost scary. Like when you like someone, but they don´t know you or feel the same way, you´ll feel crushed after. So sad. That´s what I feel like for most of the guys I get feeling for. I´ve had a few like real crushes in my life and seriously, I´m still sometimes sad over. But I move on because i don´t need this negativity in my life. Oh, I also realized that people have like a crush on me, because someone have actually told me that, but I´m always like "Sorry, but I don´t like you like that" WHICH IS SO SAD, but so relatable, but also very and I mean very true to everyone. You shouldn´t date someone you don´t have feelings for just because they have feelings for you and you feel bad for saying no.
But what I like more is celebrity crushes. Because you have no chance with them what so ever, but you can still dream about them because your friend is not gonna go to them and be like "HEY MY FRIEND HAS A CRUSH ON YOU" and they after gonna be like "OK LEMME DATE HER" or "WOW THAT´S AWKWARD IF I SEE HER AGAIN IN CLASS OR A CAFÈ LATER ON".. Since it´s not a person that actually know who you are. So let me tell you all who my celebrity crush is. I have a few like a normal person would. Because there´s so many beautiful people out there. So first one, not top one, but it is Matt Smith. If you don´t know who he is I´m sorry, but we cannot be friends. He plays The Doctor in Doctor Who. Beautiful man, funny actor and not just the character, nice accent, bowties are cool. Next is, Imma tell you 3, Colby Brock. Yes I know he´s not a celebrity, but still, he is like the male version of me only more beautiful. Also go Capricorn and 97´liners, because me and Colby are both. Even though his birthday is 01.02 and mine is 12.31.. Still great lol. And last, but also the TOP one, is Tom Holland. I will not explain him, google it #nospoilershere ... But yeah, he is my favorite Spiderman.
So anyway, I´ve been sitting here rambling for about an hour now so it´s time to sleep, but I hope you enjoyed this little rant. I will definitely ramble more later, probably in a video coming soon (aka one day).
xoxo SpaceMonkey
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